nikki_pink

A 40s years old #gurl trapped between worlds. (she/her/#sissy)
#pansexual #nudist #freeuse #chastity #roughusage #watersports
public nudism & sexuality are healthy!

Recently returned to this site after losing my Goddess, becoming a widow, and single mother.
Using the significant change in life direction to re-plot how best to embrace the Woman within, to let Her flourish in this "new normal".

I am a Woman trapped in an unfortunately VERY MALE body.
The kind many pay $$$ to have a fraction of the "storied" experiences there-in.

My "body count" is low, as lived as a "serial monogamist" for most of my life.
Denying my inner Woman, inner Bimbo, and inner Faggot ("GAY FOR COCK", while the rest of the male tends to be "problematic" in their whims / ways.)

Entering my "Cougar" era, after MANY years "off the market", and hoping to get my body count up to specification.

Show me your *COCK*, or BETTER STILL, show me your *SHENIS* / *CAGE* (extra points for *SHENIS IN CAGE*) !

"Hi" / "Hello" / short form DMs == DECLINED COMMs
Put the effort in, or F' off...

Profile is a work in progress, and lots to update!

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clitty: 43 mm (soft) x 101 mm (soft) / 203+ mm (hard)
cage: 60 mm (but ready to go way shorter)
asshole: ~25 mm dia. toys (training / stretching for goal of 50 mm+)

policies:
- Self-imposed/enforced tease & denial
- Self-imposed/enforced chastity (24/7, unlocks only for cleaning && upkeep, indefinite term) *suspended pending a new cage tube && lock*
- *ANAL ONLY LIFESTYLE*
- release: ANAL ONLY, and/or from "plapping" (smacking of needy/overladen balls, until they "give up" that sweet cum, despite themselves)

projects:
- nudism: life-long nudist, self-denied to decades of body-shame (had not yet accepted the Woman within), practicing at every opportunity
- bare-foot: part of self-acceptance, and ultimately feels better aligned with the inner Woman, sandals permitted within reason, though hope to acquire "Ballet Ankle Cuffs" for fashion && training purposes
- chastity cage: shortest is *BEST* (much like skirts && dresses! ;-) <3 ) but not entirely practical for *SUSTAINED LIFESTYLE* wear, currenting pending a Cherry Keeper (L: 50 mm, D: 45 mm), long term want to go to *METAL* (EG: Steelworxx Looker 02)
- prostate milking: to "disarm" my shenis (while STRICTLY DENYING any manner of orgasm)
- anal training: as I am a "SIZE queen", and have aspirations for... *VERY LARGE* toys (and possibly COCKS)
- wardrobe: overhaul / transition of garments ongoing, pants -> capri leggings, dresses, skirts, etc.